Time is running out

Why am i even posting? i am so far behind time its not even funny anymore. but i am still here nonetheless, as i am too zoned out to continue for now..

This crazy bird flew in yesterday and thought that the ugly light was its nest. (Wasnt the first bird to come in, but it was the first bird which gave up trying after flying into the walls only twice. The rest kept trying and eventually found their way out.) No matter what i did, it wouldnt leave. I was a little worried cos i thought it might be sick (Jackie Chan told us to stay away from birds), but since it wasnt coughing or had ruffled feathers i thought it might be injured or plain lazy. When my dad came home in the evening, he took a stick to prod it and instead of flying out, it flew deeper into the house.

The chase went on, it was quite entertaining. Finally, my dad pushed it out of a window, but it didnt go away; it was sat/stood there morbidly. I thought maybe it liked my house and wanted to stay so i brought it some water and uncooked rice (i dont have any worms in my possession). Lo and behold, I had just put it down when it got startled and flew away. Which is kind of like my life story.

Well, another animal home invasion chapter closed. Besides birds, we've also had the usual roaches and giant spiders. Other uninvited guests include toads, cats and snakes. If we'd kept them all maybe we could open a safari already..

Where's Wally?

I've feeling quite crappy.. i cant pinpoint the reason, sigh.. maybe its just my social handicap. Anyway, i also realized that i am quite petty after all. I always thought i was a nice and patient guy but i'd just been deceiving myself. Sometimes i get angry over the smallest things, and when i reflect, it all seems so stupid.