Feeling disappointed with myself, as usual. I am too quiet, too shy, too.. you get my drift. I am sure I lost marks cos of that in yesterday's presentation and ctw's class participation. Have to buck up in that area. I find it hard to speak up. Sometimes I have the points, but I dont have the confidence to say it out, then someone else will say it.. How to overcome this? I guess I just have to fake it until I am it, like riding a bike yea.. Courage is being afraid and doing it anyway. If Mr Monk can do it, I can too!
Only one pretty technical presentation left, but I must do well in that, and for ctw's oral defence as well..
Wow my mugger mode is coming back to me, which I have not felt since primary school I think, when my motivation to study came from a particularly fierce teacher. Now I have a burning desire to prove myself, since I have left myself down in so many other areas. Plus, I have to do well in my strong areas, cos I already lost marks as mentioned above.
Tmr I am going to the library to chiong MLE and Math!
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I find it hard for me to speak up my point during presentation also..the lack of self-confidence..think will huant us in future if we don't overcome it..
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