Yes, its the New Year, everyone is so happy for no good reason. Everyone goes around wishing each other good luck, wealth and prosperity but throughout the rest of the year, people go bankrupt, get murdered or jump off buildings. Isnt it wonderful to view the world with a shade of gray.
I close myself in an invisible vice, unable to freely express myself or communicate effectively, if at all. It is my fault, totally. Anyway i digress. I only mentioned this cos the new year means meeting alot of ppl, which only makes me more depressed.
Today's whine is on studies, I am actually upset that beyond godlike _ _ _ , whose exalted name we only speak of in hushed whispers, isnt taking the same modules as i am this sem. Even tho he will crush me with a mere breath from his golden lips, he will only take one spot in the rankings above me, but just learning a fraction of his knowledge will enable me to soar above the masses in a single bound. It is no coincedence that the two modules we both shared last sem were the only 2 that I scored A in.
Right now i am trying to dig myself out of the hole, but i seem to have landed myself in quicksand. Re-reading and re-doing has simply led to more chaos and confusion, hence i have the time to complain, cos i dont know what else i can do anyway.
1 comment:
Normally i would slap people who constantly berate themselves in such emo fashion, and try to get them to see the glass is half full...
but your blog is so fucking hilarious!! Best read of the week, possibly even month!
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