ruminations on ruination

i guess it has been a long time coming.
i had seen it coming, i felt the changes, however subtle they were

and when it was time for parade
and the baci bracelet and friendship band came off
i knew

that i had come full circle

grouchy bim is backkkkk

you dont have to tell me that i am selfish, heartless, or even arrogant
i feel it, after my action
or rather inaction

i feel guilty

for a while

then i remember
that thinking too much
is really bad

and i just heck it