lost

i am feeling lost.. after the exams, with my internship ending soon, i will soon be faced with two months of nothingness. it will be my last long vacation for goodness knows how long, and i really dont want to waste it away doing nothing. Even finding work imo would be quite meaningless, unless it was somehow related to my studies. So i thought i might extend my internship, provided they would actually want me.

finally settled down at work i think. about damn time too, since i am already 3/4 past my internship =/ i am not sure how it happened, but it did. perhaps the retreat played a part.. perhaps my mind and body just got too tired from being jittery all the time

i m totally lacking in direction now.. hmmmmm..