ICT 2/10

i feel like a fool
in more ways than two
and i sincerely hope
its all part of the learning process

to paraphrase mr plsquotemecosafterallionlysaysmthngquoteworthyonceaweek-choy
'my eq borders on zero'
and its true
but after this i dont think it has gone up at all

in the past week i saw first hand
how people stumble
and yet try to cover it up
even if they fall
or lose their way

even as a bystander
it was painful
to see the same thing happen again and again
to different people

i doubt i have grasped the concept of egolessness
but it seems
in an egolessness world
learning would be so much easier
or at least the world would be much more peaceful

then again,
arent rewards better savoured when earned?



i think this outfield was the most enjoyable local outfield ever
especially considering how the following ones can only get worse

almost everything came together nicely
the wonderfully mild weather
the near absence of mosquitoes
being for once with my platoon mates (and cooking mee)
having Captain Indomitable
going onto the PIE
the book
the flowers
the bird bathing in the water