It seems that my parents are unhappy that I didn’t buy anything much for them from Italy. Its really not that I don’t want to buy, but I don’t know WHAT to buy. I was just afraid that I would spend so much money buying something which they would not like and which would not be used, what a waste of money right? But on hindsight I should have tried to find out their preferences, and not ask last minute like I did to my sis. I guess in this aspect I can really do better. In a way, I have treated my office colleagues than I have treated my family, which is just wrong. There is no way I would ever be a priority to outside people, only an option, plus who else can you trust, if not your family? Like I said, I will never be a priority to outside people, they have reason to help me before they help themselves or their better friends.
What is the point of saving so much money? If I die tomorrow, I would not have the chance to spend it anyway. Its not like I have to save to buy a flat, or to pay for the education of my non-existent children. So from now on I vow to be less cheapskate, its not like I will be going anywhere in my life anyways, plus there is the incoming money from tuition to Amos, wahahaha *rub greedy guts hands*
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