Besmirched

The past few weeks have been tough. The recent spate of scams has resulted in additional work, and also re-work to on-going work. There is a major business contingency exercise coming up that all the bosses are concerned about, and we have no manpower for it.

Work is just work, and normally i would not be writing about it. The straw the breaks the camel's back is a recent event where i got twice-stabbed by a colleague. It is fine if my ability is questioned, because after all i dont think i am particularly brilliant at my work. It is another thing to call into question my character and integrity, and what upsets me is that there is no recourse for me, no one to officially fight in my corner, and no one to clear my name, and the accuser gets away with it scot-free, just because i do not have the black-and-white on the issue.

The person in question has also planned it down to a tee, setting up me on more than one occasion in order for the twice-stabbing to happen. There is nothing wrong with his intellect, just that he is using it in the wrong areas.

He may have his family issues and reasons for acting out, but i am simply an innocent party. Where is the karma? Where is the justice?